People tell me: you are hardworking. you are a work-o-holic.

And they are somewhat right. I work a lot. I work harder then ever - I should admit it, indeed. But it is a little deeper and not showing me from the best side: it is just my hard ego, my vanity and volatile self-esteem and you know what, I still feel like I am not doing right or not doing enough or just, I don't know, I want the results and I am either blind or way too impatient.